This post is something that I posted on July 6th, 2008, Just before I went on my first missions trip to Lisbon, NH. I hope that you are blessed by it.
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lisbon bound- thoughts of my heart
24 hours from now i will be in Lisbon, New Hampshire on my first missions trip. and Im pretty nervous about it, I don't really know what to expect, I don't even really know what's going on! it should be good though, everything seems to be coming together alright, i guess, it all seems like we aren't trying hard enough (but...will we ever
really try hard enough to share Christ?) I'm really hoping that this will have an impact on my sister, she seems to be struggling with a lot lately, and i really hop that somehow God can work in her heart and bring her closer to Him. I've been trying to go on missions trips for years, but everytime something happened that kept me from being able to go overseas, probably because I wasn't ready. I'm apparently going to be doing the 7-8th grade VBS, which should be fun, I like junior high kids. ever notice the lack of caring in the Christian church? the lack of follow through with "commitments" made in front of congregations? It's really been eating me away lately, especially in my own life, looking at myself and seeing my hypocracy, then seeing people do the same thing. It kills you, really. Why don't people stay on course? what gets us off track? I know in my own life its straight up sin, giving into those temptations that we all say we shouldn't give in to, yet still do. We turn off the alarm that's goign off in our head when the time comes and just throw Christ to the side and spit on Him, His word, and Hid sacrifice. how many Christians sit under great Biblical teachers every sunday then still neglect their own marriage and family just to have an affair with someone? it's sad, I can tell you exactly why more people aren't coming to Christ, they don't believe us, they look at Christians and see our falacies and they're the exact same as theirs. They see "christian" teenagers that act as bad if not worse than their unsaved peers, and they see that we do not look any different than the world.
Matthew 5: 13&14-
13"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men. 14"You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. 15Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. 16In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven.
Salt and light, that's what we're called to be. we're told to take the light and show it to the world, this dark dreery, evil, terrifiying world. We are to show the light of Jesus Christ to them, WITHOUT US GETTING THE WORD OUT, PEOPLE ARE DYING AND GOING TO HELL!!! There are people all over the world that think that by living a decent life "sharing the gospel with my life" that somehow, people will look at them and say "well golly gee! they're nice! God MUST be real! and He MUST have paid the price for my fallacy!! I should believe in Him before I die and go to Hell! that would be TERRIBILE!!!" what a load of bullfeathers. if you think that people are going to look at you, a sinful, fallen, evil human being and somehow see the redemption that has been made available for them by a perfect, holy, righteous and just God, you my friend are full of yourself, and a coward. They cannot look at you and see God, because you are NOT God! You must tell them about God, and the sacrifice of His son for their sins. the Bible tells us that without God, nothing a man does is truly good in God's eyes, they cannot even think about Him and His sacrifice without the working of God, and yet we try to throw ourselves into the gospel like somehow we have something to add to it, and make it more "relevant" or better suited for the world that we're tryign to reach. You've got to be kidding me, you can't possibly add anything to the gospel and have it work better, the gospel works because of the power of God that created the Gospel.
Deuteronomy 13:32 - 32 See that you do all I command you; do not add to it or take away from it.
there are other verses that talk about the penalties of adding or taking away from the word of God. The word of God is just that: the very words of God. let them speak for themself, let God do what God does and do not try to put yourself in the way to muddle things up, the world will not appreciate it. We as Christians are called to spread the gospel, the gospel of Jesus Christ alone, to the whole world. Jesus did not die to give you money, or to destroy sickness, or to make you happy, or to give you any earthly possessions. As a matter of fact if you look at the Bible and see what Jesus says about following Him, it is not a pretty picture.
Mark 8: 34-37
34Then he called the crowd to him along with his disciples and said: "If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me. 35For whoever wants to save his life[c] will lose it, but whoever loses his life for me and for the gospel will save it. 36What good is it for a man to gain the whole world, yet forfeit his soul? 37Or what can a man give in exchange for his soul? 38If anyone is ashamed of me and my words in this adulterous and sinful generation, the Son of Man will be ashamed of him when he comes in his Father's glory with the holy angels."
are you prepared to do that? take up YOUR cross? DIE on that cross? are you willing to take everything you have and let it be ripped from you, to be beaten and stripped of your clothes, to be hung in the most humiliating way for all the world to see, and die a death that is as slow and painful as any man can possibly imagine? that is what we are called to do. Die. Die daily. to leave behind our old ways, put on a new self, and go about the world, shining the light of Jesus Christ and his redemptive sacrifice on the cross, to throw people to God, to forsake ourselves to simply share the gospel with the world around us. why is it that we as Christians have the absolute defination of happiness, joy, peace, and strength buried inside of us, and yet we are not sharing it? why do I get nervous when an opportunity arises to speak of Christ and His sacrifice for us all? why do I care at all about how people feel about me? why does it matter to us? we are not instructed to be concerned with what the world thinks of us!
1 John 3:13-
13Do not be surprised, my brothers, if the world hates you.
that right there sums it up. The world WILL HATE YOU! they hated Jesus, they hate His followers, they hate me, they hate you. so don't let that bother you, don't let it surprise you. don't act like everyone loves you, because they don't. Don't act like Jesus has made you oh so super happy, if inside you are a wreck. Jesus can redeem that, all of our unbelief, our wandering, and our hatred for him and his word. yes, our hatred for Him and Hid word. have any of us ever loved God perfectly? no, we have not, I for one have been so angry and incensed with God that I shook my fist in rage at Him and told Him to kill me, i hated God. But He did not kill me, because He loves me, a self sacrificing and all encompassing love that cannot be increased or decreased. He loves us perfectly, all the time, even if we do not love Him back in the same manner. Let that be what we understand, let us realize that God's love is never failing, let Him be our banner (jehovah-nissi) Let us not get in the way of His work, let us only be fully humbled by Him to do his work the way He wants us to, not the way we want to. To not question when we are humiliated, persecuted (not the way most united states Christians think they are, but actual persecution where you life is in danger because you said that God, Jehovah is Lord of all), let us take this sword that is His word and share it with the world, it is a double bladed sword with no hilt, we cannot strike down lies for others without impacting ourselves. let us remember that, and hold for God, and god alone as our banner, over anything here on earth, let us elevate God to His rightful position in our lives, above all else, and let us be all be willing to die to see Him elevated in the lives of others. now go and share the gospel with someone, if you are a Christian, then you should be able to share the gospel, because you should know the gospel, because you should have heard it, then believed the gospel. If you cannot share the gospel because you do not know the gospel, then it would be a good time to sit down and study the scriptures, begining with the gospel according to Matthew and see if you really are saved, and following after Christ in that self sacrificing manner, even unto your own death. When you become saved, you are automatically equipped with all the tools that you need to share the gospel:The power of God,and the ability to share it with the world around us. If your faith is not being shown, then it is not faith, because faith is not fake. if you truly believe, others will know it. Make sure now that they know exactly what it is that you are trusting in, God, and God alone.
Stand Strong!
Soli Deo Gloria!
in Christ alone,
your brother,
-Lee